time after time

now it has been quite of a time since i actually blogged. well, there were a lot of things and events took place. not bing able to blog, i was tied down, in fact chained with big thick silver chains to various commitments. semester  ended. it was so quick that i actually did not realise it has. sem 1 in the path of becoming an educatort is just another a mile stone towards another 10 sems to come! well that includes another one year of foundation and continued by 4 years of degree. haiz, i guess this is the price if you really wanna achieve something in this land of mankind~

STPM is choking me up and i could throw up at any moment. the fact is since i got this degree offer, only at the age of 19, when i was in my upper 6, the teachers were saying that it would be better if i could return for the exam. knowing of my performance in school, they tough i had a big advantage as well as a potential in acing them. not to boast, but i guess that is how teachers actually nail you to the chair for another leap of commitment. so i agreed. sem 1 ended on d 19th n i took home. on the 23rd was my first paper. and so far, everything went all well indeed. well, the well as in well not so good and quite bad i would say. after all, this is like any other exam. i mean, knowing that it is some world's 3rd toughest exam and you're doing it with only a week plus of last minute studying, i guess that is an achievement and a compliment! in god's grace, lets hope that i make it through without ending up throwing out! 

both my cousins were engaged and married. well one actually. the other was jus an engagement. their wedding is due next year. happy married life to the other one and happy engaged life to this. now, if this thing is confusing you, let me lay it out to you. cousin A is engaged and married. cousin B is engaged and the marriage will be at the end of next year. marriage is indeed a lifetime commitment. the moment you have the ring fit into the finger of your partner, or the holy string around the neck of your wife-to-be, or the arm to arm twirl to drink the chinese tea or even the oath taken infornt of the tuk kadi is the moment where you realise life will not be the same it used to be. the next moment you know, you will never sleep alone, your closet has two types of clothing (male/female), your plates, dishes, laundry, bills are doubled, and out of the blue, you will also have to start thinking about preparing a cot, little dresses/shirts/pants, diapers and plush toys. (if you know what i mean). but at the end of it, as life will never be the same, marriage is the beginning to a new adventure, thrill and excitement. the pleasure of sharing your bed with someone you know and ought to be your life-long partner, paying your doubled bills and buying little shoes for your little ones, thos are the moments that one can never achieve or able to experience without an oath to commitment and never- ending love.

guys, i have to pen off. tomorrow i'll be having makroekonomi. let's hope shakepeare's quote becomes reality....

"all's well ends well!"